some days, i am nothing.

i don’t study for tests i have this week.

i don’t check my facebook.

i don’t reply to texts; i don’t send any texts.

i don’t listen to music; i don’t read books.

i don’t get up from my bed except to eat and to use the bathroom.

i don’t sleep, i just lay awake staring at the glow-in-the-dark stars on my ceiling.

i don’t say anything, i just think.

i don’t sing and dance in the shower.

i don’t dream.

i don’t take pictures.

i don’t talk to anyone else except my best friend.

i don’t spend a cent.

i don’t put on make up and go out.

i don’t understand myself.

today is one of those days.